Sunday, July 31, 2016


I'm only now connecting the dots and realizing things I saw/ happened in the days leading up to and following the 9th anniversary of Genesis EDD are signs she was near. 

Wednesday 7/27 a baby bird flew right in front of me and basically fell at my feet. I was just told in another unrelated conversation that birds can actually be signs that the spirit of loved ones are visiting. Instantly it clicked that it was a sign. This is that sweet little one.
Then yesterday we were driving around Santa Monica and just randomly I saw a bunch of balloons next to a car and in the middle of the balloons was a very large balloon in the shape of a number 9 in gold. Yes, 9. Definitely a sign. Thank you baby girl, I love seeing the signs from you. 

Friday, July 29, 2016

A detour

I drive by this place today. Totally unplanned. I had an unexpected trip to the hospital today and on the way back the streets were closed. The detour took me this way. What's this place? It's the mortuary Genesis was at. I believe it was a wink from her letting me know she is near. 

July 29th

So for a few weeks now I have been remembering that July 29th was approaching. And of course today, the day of, I toto ally forget. I was only reminded by Facebook memories by seeing posts about this day I had written about years before. Not sure what to think about the fact I forgot. Maybe nothing? Not sure. Anyway, it's appropriate then that I made this today:
As you all know, Genesis has several special dates. This is probably at the bottom of my list since today (9 years ago) was her EDD and well there was no way of knowing for sure when whe would have been born had she gone to term. It's just sort of one of those things that could have been. It's not a sad day. I do miss her. I think of her often. I feel her near always. But I do often daydream what life would be with yet another child here. A beautiful and rambunctious 9 year old with long wavy hair. Who would most certainly be moments littler helper with the younger kids and with helping out around the house. And of course, let's not forget another monkey at home making the zoo crazier lol I would def welcome it. 

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Winks and things

Sorry I haven't posted in a bit. As you can imagine life with 4 kids is a bit busy. So some random things.

As usual I get winks here and there but I'm only gonna mention the ones that really stood out to me. Yesterday I was standing in my in laws backyard and out of nowhere a feather fell from the sky. I out my hand up and it fell directly in my hands. Something small but special. I can't help but think it was a little wink from the heavens. Also recently a new app was released called Pokemon Go. Everyone is doing it. Even me lol as I was playing I happened to drive by Genesis park and realized there was a Pokemon check point where players get freebies. Not only that but Genesis actual stone is on the photo of the check point!
That's definitely special. And let but not least I was looking on Pinterest and a tattoo idea for sisters popped up and I saw this. 
4 sisters. Then I thought about my 4 girls... Genesis, G, Exodis and N. I definitely took it as a wink.
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