Yup. And seeing this also made my heart skip a beat:
Thursday, July 24, 2014
I would get an awesome wink after I post about not getting anything big happen to me lol yesterday I got an email... Obviously spam. But look who the sender was:
Looks like they sent it to a ton of people who had the word Genesis in their email. That's a lot of "Genesis-es"... Is that a word? Lol anway it was a lovely wink.
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Wow I have not posted here in a hot minute. That's because nothing really too extraordinary has happened for me to post.
A few winks here and there when I saw a dragonfly or a hummingbird but nothing really note worthy.
Today in a group on Facebook someone was pregnant with a girl and was asking for name ideas. Someone commented hat her daughters name was Genesis. Hearing her name always makes my heart skip a beat. I don't think that will ever go away... And I don't think I ever want it to go away.
In other news our family went to the beach a few weeks ago and I got this amazing photo there:
Our new family footprints photo. I had taken one before that I loved with me and the two rainbows and a heart representing Genesis. Well this time around we have daddy, mommy, D, G, D2 and the heart for Genesis. My has our family grown. Makes my heart happy.
And in totally unrelated news, back on 5/29/2014 I finally shared Genesis picture with my husband. Yes you read that right. Up until then I had not shared her photo with him. I didn't feel the time was right before. I was worried of how he may react. I put my fears aside. And as I said many times if she were here he would be her daddy too. Well, he IS still her daddy even without being here and he deserves to know his daughter. It was a huge moment for me. I decided to share her photo on this date because it actually would have been my 10 year wedding anniversary had I not gotten divorced. I didn't want to connect to this date anymore with something negative. And she was a product of that first marriage and I just thought it was fitting. Marlon says it's nice putting a face to the name and knowing a bit more about his daughter.
Speaking of daughters... Marlons family vistited this week from Guatemala. His grandma asked if we wanted to try for a girl. Marlons mom jumped in and said he had a girl and referred to G. This made my heart both happy and a bit dad. So happy that my in laws see no distinction between their biological grandchild and non biological. But he actually has daughters. We really see it as daughters. But some in his family may see it as him having no daughter since he has no biological daughter. Sigh. I clearly overthink things.