Yesterday while at work I got a call from a company called Genesis Payment Processing. I will occasionally get calls from them and hearing their company name always makes my heart skip a beat and and let out a sad sigh. It however always brings a smile to my face. Though they do call occasionally, its not often. I think since Ive worked here Ive maybe spoken to them 3 times. Well yesterday they called 3 times in one day. I thought it was a wink then but decided to just pass it off as nothing. Well today I got another call from Genesis Payment Processing. Once again.. in all the years I have been here I have never had so many calls from this company in such a short time. I'm definitely counting it as a wink. Someone wanted me to make sure this was special.
Update: Its now just before 1:00 here and Genesis Payment Processing called me again! WOW!
In my journey in life I have had many roles. Single woman. Then married. Then forced to be a single mom and then a single mom by choice. And now Im back to being married. I'm am a mama of 4 beautiful children. 3 I hold in my arms one I hold in my heart. 2007 was the year my life changed when my first daughter was stillborn. Little did I know my world as I knew it would never be the same.
This is a list of people regularly mentioned in my blog:
Mr. M aka Marlon~ My husband
Genesis~ My stillborn daughter
Exodus~ My daughter we lost as a chemical pregnancy
D~ My first son and rainbow #1
G~ My third daughter and rainbow #2
D2~ My second son and rainbow #3
N~ My fourth daughter and rainbow#4
Abilla~ My grandmother
What is a Rainbow Baby?
It is understood that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of any storm. When a rainbow appears, it does not mean that the storm never happened or that we are not still dealing with its aftermath. Itmeans that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darknessand clouds. Storm clouds may still hover, but the rainbow provides a counterbalance of color, energy and hope.
What's a BLM?
BLM stands for Baby Lost Mama.This means that a woman has lost at least one child, weather it be a pregnancy, infant or older child loss. For more information click on the International BabyLost Mother's Day button below.
The Loss Of A Child
"A wife who loses a husband is called a widow. A husband who loses a wife is called a widower. A child who loses his parents is called an orphan. There is no word for a parent who loses a child. That's how awful the loss is." ~Ronald Reagan