As I have been mentioning on my facebook page and here, the skies have been beautiful the last few days. I cant help but think of her when I see them. Last nights sunset was awe-inspiring.
Then this morning I woke up to a gorgeous sunrise!
And within a few hours turned into a storm cell rolling in.Its kind of like my grief. Ever changing, not staying in one spot for too long. Some days, or really just moments, are good and beautiful and I enjoy it, and others are hell like the red angry clouds. So I sit here in awe of the beauty and power of the skies, just as I am in awe of our babies and the influence they have in our lives... in our lives but for a moment but the effects are unmeasurable. There is a quote I like that describes just this: "A drop of water to the world....but a tsunami in my life." So I sit here looking out the window at the ever changing sky, hearing the distant rumblings of the heavens... I think of my darling Genesis.