I felt like crying but I couldn't. I felt like I needed to just bawl my eyes out, cry hysterically till I cant breathe through my nose and my eyes hurt from how swollen they are, soak a dozen tissues, scream into a pillow kind of cry. Like my good fried Ann puts it, I needed to cry so hard that I would wake up with a cry hangover. But I just could not shed one tear at that moment. I planned on doing it when I got home though. It's a release, ya know?
Well to my surprise Genesis made my day a lot better today. Here is how. I went to visit the new mall in Santa Monica, you know that 3 story one for all my local people, and I saw this huge line for something. I asked and it turns out they were giving away free t-shirts. Not just any t-shirts. There were airbrush artists that would put any name and a photo on the shirt for you FREE of charge. That's right people, FREE. Immediately I knew what I wanted. As mentioned in an earlier post, I have already bought shirts for my rainbows when attending our walk to remember to say that they are walking for their big sister but I had nothing to wear and I had no idea what I wanted or where I was going to get it. I got Genesis name on my shirt with a pink sunset. Im going to wear this on our special day.
My family was also there with me and I was afraid they were going to say something about me getting a shirt with Genesis name, or completely ignore it and make me feel awkward. Well when my mom saw it she was all smiles and she said how beautiful it was. I told her where I was going to wear it to and she said that was a wonderful idea. My day got turned around with this great surprise. Not to mention my rainbows got their own shirts too! I can honestly say, today was a good day.